Sunday, September 25, 2011

A whole Lot Of Sleeping Going on!

One thing that never ceases to amaze me, is how many hours of sleep Badge 286 requires. how can a person sleep that much?  I wish I had that ability some times.  

THE GOOD NEWS! if you let him sleep, he is so much fun to be around!  Today should be a really good day.

When you are married to the law, I have experienced that its all roses till the guns come a blazin! I don't much like those guns, but sleep is good medicine! Its a roller coaster ride.  the highs are high, and the lows are low.  I have no control over them, and what triggers the radical dips could be anything, but lack of sleep intensifies them. 

I have learned (although I don't always put in to practice) to love unconditionally, because I signed on for better or worse, to accept what others don't understand, and to keep my mouth shut, because more often than not, he will be able to catch up on sleep, and gain new perspective!

Yep, today should be a good, good day! shhh! hes still sleeping! I love that man!!!! and he loves me.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Me and Why

I go by Tab, because I am not really fond of my name,Tabatha. It is different, and out of the norm. I guess I like that, but Tab is what I go by. Outside of being me, I am many things. The most important are being a wife and a mother.

I am a wife!  Married to a the love of my life, who loves me the best way he knows how. He is the man that is badge 286. (you'll be hearing a lot about him)

I am a mom! Not always the best mom, but I sure love my three kids, and want the very best for them.  I try to love, encourage and support them, without doing too much damage.

I am many other things! I am Child of God. God, who loves me with a love I dont understand, and cant even begin to fathom. A love that I hope to emulate, but fail miserably at doing. Thank you God for GRACE!
I could list, that I am a friend, a hard worker, a charitable person... and a lot of other things, but I wont (or already did). If you know anything more about me, I would want it to be this...
I am proud of my family, and I chose to take this path in my life. It has not always been a fairy tale, lets face it, its never been a fairy tale. Its been a lot of heart break, and tears, and a lot of questioning and pressing on. My life has been chock full guns and roses, and that is what this BLOG is about. Me, and my experince as the Wife and Mother living life behind Badge 286!